Where’s that wall of protection when you need it?
Temptations knocking
And I don’t want to feed it
Any ammunition to thrive on
Trying to keep my eye on what’s familiar
And not give thought to this peculiar feeling in me
And by peculiar I mean curiosity
It’s scaring me
That I even think of a you and me
When there’s a he and I
And I love him….right?
Of course I do
That’s not even a question
But you are testing me
Testing my fidelity
And something’s telling me to try
And that voice is loudest when I settle on your eyes
And move to your lips
And wonder what a kiss would feel like
What it would taste like
And then I think twice
And snap back into real life
But I store you in the recesses of my mind
To turn to in those times
When a fantasy will due
Because they’ll never be a me and you